time passes and time goes
i sit here unclothed
my mind is sweeping
my whole heart is weeping
cant need things ordered in my head
praying for a gun with one piece of lead
darkness fills all around
matter and garbage spoils all ground
time flys not enough swift
the wind changes direction in shift
i gaze hopelessly lost in my own mess
wondering if god thinks of me less
i relize im living in my own little bubble
trying to block ppl out and away from all my trouble....

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