On my back my chest convulsin open heart to the air....
eyes slowly closing, pulsing as i moan in despair...
put my hand to my chest blood covers my fingers in red...
Release the muscles in my neck..I can feel the hot lead...
We were just talkin what happened? all this for rappin?
thats what i get for gum flappin and pullin my like i was clappin...
why did i even have it..scared packin for self protection..
look what it got me a shot straight to the midsection..
not enough energy to speak so i stare blankly at my assailant..
raise a hand to try to stop him but it falls to the pavement...
he takes my gun out my coat and points it right at my face...
for a split second i look back on the events to figure out what took place...
"what up bitch"...who a bitch?....you a bitch?.....wha?
"watch what you say motherfucker"..."get that fuckin bitch man"
"oh you got a gun".....bet your too pussy to pull IT..c mon bitch pullit..
I put my hand on the handle bout same time i caught the bullet..
I heard a loud sound then again my eyes could see..
I was at heaven's gate i approached and st.peter asked me...
Do you truly believe you deserve a life of everlasting bliss...
In shame I bowed my head as i fell from Grace into the Abyss...