Two Faced

bruised & beating, i feel mistrusted like my jesus piece and...
your swearing at me, when you was busted, caught cheating.
my adams apple heavy, my breath against me...so i hold it.
trust me, it hurts more to hear ya hoe'ing than to catch a bullet.
how am i suppose to be calm, when your loving on paul?
theres only one step taken, when you got ya gun in ya palm.
and thats an exit. believe me, suicide is no depressant.
i'll be dead & off ya back, think of it as an early birthday present.
fuck this, im not the one who deserves death...im the victim.
your turn to speak...i'll listen, what exactly did you do with him?
stop crying & tell me the truth, i want to hear it from you.
look into eyes, i want proof. then tell me what it is i should do.
your parents had affairs, now you too...what is it, genetic?
aren't you gonna say something, dont you even regret it?
and i loved you, how pathetic. even thought we were perfect.
never thought this would happen, i hope it was worth it.
the day we met was a blessing, a step toward love's progression.
remember our first time? that night i sang you 21 questions?
after so much time invested, i ended up empty handed.
should've told me from the get go, after 3 years id be abandoned.
why are women so deceitful... it cant be me thats to blame?
cause my physical performance had ya wetter than rain.
wish i never gave myself to you.... ya lover and crook.
i knew i shoud've stuck to dating you, just cause of ya looks.
dont write or call me no more...& dont even knock at my door.
cause the only reason id get back with you, is to even the score.

quote your own damn lyrics...