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Old 01-29-04, 05:34 PM   #3
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Only A Certian Child Has Obscene Direction
Born With Out A Fathers Help Or Protection
We Never Met I Grew Up With No Man Influence
To Easily Make The Unknowlagable Into Sence
I Was Told He Walked The Stairs To Heavon
..I Prayed For Answers..
No Replies To Questions Nor A Simple Beckon
So Meaningful A Sons Memeries Of His Dad
Tears Fall Cause Of Bliss I Never Got To Have
I Know It Sounds Selfish But I'm Crying Inside
For Theres Only A Picture Of My Blood At My Side
Although My Mom Took Care Of The Depressing Hole
..In My Heart..
Some Feelings Of Emotions Where Out Of Her Control
I Feel As If I Was Beaton By A Unknown Ghost
A Christian Who Hates God For He Stole All Hope
When He Took My Father Breath So Easily Away
Picked A Tombstone That I Never Seen For His Grave
Mom Wouldn't Let Me Visite I Missed Some Factors
I Realised The Past Was Hard To see So It didn't Matter
Desires Burn From Emotional Flames I'd Run But I'm Choking
I See A son In A Fathers Arms Deaths Always Prevoking
Stare At My Only Picture Of My Father For Ambition
..I Was Named After You..
So To Make Your Name legendary Is My Life Mission
..I Turned Sixteen..
Off To Get My License An I Needed My Birth Certificate
Found A Box Of Letters To My Past Knowledgable Benifit
..Smiled In Answers..
Hid Hate For My Moms Betrayel Of My Dads Demies
I Was Secluded Sixteen Years Of Looking In your Eyes