The first day of school, the impressions would carry on
On the ride my dad decided to blast some Shania songs
I said turn that crap down but he smiled and blared it louder
I opened the door and ran out leaving wit Can you be cool for an hour
As I socialized my dad came up and said I forgot a bye kiss
he left me with that and a hug, my friends never stopped the diss
When I arrived home my parents asked how my day was I exploded in two
They yelled back but I replied with parents most dreaded words "I Hate You"
All The yelling ceased as they stood, their eyes dulled, spirits diminished
Silence signified all the confusion had started but the fight had finished
The next day as I woke from bed, my fathers smile no longer gleamed
His words were few and lifeless, my mom even refused to be seen
With my folks gone my status rose as I tormented others for theirs blunders
But I missed how my dad would yell my name with conviction and love booming like thunder
My life seemed better socially but for my parents happiness Id trade it all
Yet my emotions I never revealed until I was home in my bed curled in a ball
A week later form the incident it was 3:46 my parents unusually late
It was the week before Christmas, thoughts of presents fueled me to patiently wait
The nurse said I need to come into her office quick, I muttered "Oh great"
Little did I know my ignorance paid the price for a section of twisted fate
the call informed me my mom distracted by my former words, hysterical, crashed
The 5 days in the hospital, my dads back turned towards me as she slowly passed
my guilt consumed me totally but I held it in, my dad didn’t even leave the house
one day coming home, the yard was crowded wit objects, my dads rage over the loss of a spouse
I ran out of the car showered with tears showing my fears I had tried to suppress
I looked through the boxes like there was redemption and love but there was none left
A note in blood confirmed my suspicion, my heart gave way as I read(red)
"YOUR HATE HAS RUINED EVERYTHING, I HATE YOU, YOU BROKE MY HEART, SHE DEAD
NOW LEAVE OR YOUR DUE WILL COME, DECIDE YOUR END" crushed me as I cried to above
Lost God's greatest gift, my center for living ,my life gone without unconditional love..........


sorry i got banned form the comp for a couple of days.......me and torubel

plus I had no time to finish im still sneaking on and no time to ocunt lines so If theres a mistake please notify me thnx......


Thnx R for understandin and helpin me wit the due date...

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