I didnt really follow the "Killing your father" topic through the whole verse i just did it on some Fathers in general for most of it
Him
A fatherless society is common in this day and age
2 parents are rare<<<its sad but this saying i cant rephrase
when a dad is born, surplus thoughts of him are staged
given the title "worthless heathen"...its drilled and engraved
some true, some false, other opinions you must exclude
until you go through first hand...you know no hunch what fathers do
when it boils to me...see the dead beat one has come and gone
folded green...could not make me breathe his air or keep me calm
imagine a father who bribed, stole, and lied to cheat in life
not only to childs and wives but satan and god alike...
he wasnt presented with insight, a drunk with no might
instead infected with night crime, devlis fury were his type
Others
At a young age i knew i wasnt blessed with a father
but adressed with a cursed mother and living life non-proper
at school i was never teased or called an orphan by gang leaders
cuz in my area 95% of those kids never had no fathers neither
i knew how they all felt...sometimes the rage inside were bombings
exploding...but we were all one...same emotions in seperate bodies
fights represented excessive anger...also hate at the teachers
for teaching us bullshit like how to act like rich leaders
but we all ignored the rest...never went to what the teachers showed me
these are my peoples...the best, these are my homies
Him...Personal
I remember the days when birthdays and christmas passed
no cards, presents or wishes...during holidays i felt gassed
like maybe i would meet my dad...or talk to him on the phone
but the wish never grasped...so on those days i felt alone
felt a rage unexplainable, if i saw him i would strike nine times
and bend his fuckin neck backwards disassembling his spine
how could a man abandon his seed...a part of his creation
a chance to evolve a human breed...forming life was his sanction
but he gave it up...for what? a 6 pack of coronas and cigarrettes?
a shitty apartment, in a building where rapist's times were spent?
fuck it, one day him and me will clash...i will kill what tried to kill me
nevermind...he had a heart attack...God did it for me...