how can i solve this crazy life of mine?
i'm continueously told i'l be ok,but it'l take time.
i say fine! but cant help but think wot would happen if i had a 9.
heart broken 10 months ago,life seems so slow,
but it's wasteing away so fast, i imagine myself in a cast,
back to the 9: blast blast!!!
i know i wonna be cheered up!
i mean thats why i gave the gear up!
when will these bad thoughts fuck up?
i ask myself will things ever change?
i doubt it,but wot can i do about it?
shout about it! get angry,get anxious?make others panic!
i cant stand it no-more,i wonna explore!!!!
but find it hard to even walk into a superstore,
feelings i need to ignore,i dont mean to go on en bore,
but my head is sore with these thoughts constantly knocking at my door.