word, i kinda forgot about this, so i wrote this in an hour real quickly, kept typing the first thing that came to my head
Unexpected Presence
an empty mind, deaf and blind, eroded from years of abuse
hiding in shadows, dwelling in darkness, cant face the truth
everlasting youth, the world itself is a harsh teacher
greed, hate, power, this place is home to evil creatures
gazing at the ceiling, emotionally torn, confused feelings
mentally worn, lost thoughts, soul in need of healing
so many choices to make, yet none seem appealing
stuck in a twisted game, and the devil is dealing
pain and misery are handed, constantly feeling abandoned
life took off fine.............. but now it crash landed
it hits hard, you lose guard, foolish thoughts of immunity
fall to the temptaion of violence, due to a broken community
spiraling downward, times get tough and you just get sick
sick of living a life where everyone treats you like shit
you just want to quit, slit ya writs, even hang yourself
but you gotta admit, theres more to life than money and wealth
even if you only have your health, you can still be grateful
someones always looking out, even if you aint that faithful
no killing, all you need be is willing, willing to believe
too many deny being naive, and yet too arrogant to percieve
their minds decieve, leaving their thoughts clouded and dazed
they have no soul to sell because they werent religiously raised
reasoning is crazed, the fact youre breathing should be embraced
think before trying to erase, why waste something you cant replace
got to keep strong, its wrong thinking you need to kick the chair
dont be shook, if you know how to look, there are people who care
an unexpected presence, always there to help you rise above
could be a spiritual essence, or the one you forever loved
to pull you in, rather than shoved, always have a hand to loan
life is worth living, because in it...... we never truly alone