hey.. i know its abit bizare talking about an illness on rapforms but i really need some help cuz im stuck wid a huge fuckin problem on my sholders.. i have might have damage to my brain,, i mean i literally cannot remember past events ive lost track on where places are, i cant recall anything from telephone numbers 2 things people say.. i cant play music i suck at rap writing poetry or anything in general.. it's a real problem for me and i feel as if im at risk of dieing... does anyone know how to make the brain more alert and faster so i can manipulate my thoughts better cuz i literally am confused and disorientated.. do u know anyways dat might help me.. thanks... please advise me on wot to do...