The Shadow Behind me

slowly i approach a mear figure in time
where as i wine to dine as a sole patient in line.
my emotions rush to shine, as the sounds a sign
slower, things began to move, so it can be descripted in mind
The untangable living Kind, liquidative in crimes
as the sirens blare louder, it feels as though my emotions have died.
Can't walk can't speak and sure as hel can't see
as the whole object in front of me is just a blur to my E-Y-E.
Past to present so along present is future
as jehova held my hand, breathing down my lone neck was luthor.
as one eye was blue...the other was red
a sign that declares i save lives, also i cause death
I walk down a close alley witha disgruntled look
as start laughing and smiling for reasons no one understood
not even I yet im Blind to my own fate
as i save more to kill more with blood spilling on my own plate
its too late..ive been driven for too long
The feeling that dwells i cant hide no more its too strong.
She never loved me like i did, at least thats what was showed
as she always left late at nights, cold on the bed all by myself alone
never telling me where she travels or why she goes
so i did what was best in my mind for the both of us, i let her go
i put her to sleep, thats not respected highly
as her death was caused from my own hands is the shadow behind me