It eats me alive
I've, been restless since it arived
Lied to aid its hide
It wants to escape it wants to be known
It plagues at the gates it hates to be alone
Lend it an ear pour me a beer
Drunk minds speaks sober thoughts so I'll let you all hear
Something so gruesome I knew some would fear
This speech better this spell spawned in hell and brought to you here
A tale of my past my downfall my failure at last
She prayed I'd decay before my concience prevailed
Before judge and a jury I say I fear not a jail
Ready thy self for there isn't a help
Once from my lips these trechorous words be delt
T'was I who done it the reason he's dead
But it was she who encouraged and put the thoughts in my head
You wished this upon me conned me to action
Bask in your glory wish I could see your reaction
The crimson of wrist leaks quiet and still
A peaceful expression I did this in will
My act was suiccide this letter penned before I died
My secret no longer hides

I loved you...

...to death

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THE TRUTH IS I'M BETTER THAN YOU