I take a good hard look at myself
sit n wonder, where did i go Wrong?
for too long now, i've been pushed n Pulled in diffrent Directions
everybody around me was in the fast lane an i was stuck in the Intersections
or atleast it seemed that way, but today is a brand new day
i woke up, vowed ta stop the drink, stop the drugs....
stretched out, jumped up, looked in the mirror, an never saw Love....
My reflection is a cold hearted Thug, with Good Intensions
i'm so ashamed of my life style, even my own Mom cant Mention.....
...my name in public, or too any of her Friends
she said she'd show me love if i showed it back, but thats where it Ends
i dont wanna Pretend, an i dont wanna sit n tell you everythins Alright
most people believe in using Words ta solve Problems...
But i worry about ME, Cause its myself i gotta Fight
temptin the Urges, too say fuck it, an smoke n Drink...
but thats when Bad becomes Worse
No wonder my Parents always telling me too Think
i should take there Advice
an keep lookin at my reflection, ta see what i want from Life..
i just dont wannabe ashamed, an have ta live thru this constant Strife
i'll never have a Wife..every girl i went out with Changed Sexuality..
the mirror holds a Message, No Technicalities....
Its just about 7 Peices, a struggle an No Future
Everybody could see my self reflection thru my Eyes
i guess they did love me after they said ''Maybe it'd be better if i shoot-ya'' (BANG)
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