Can you delete one of those posts dabatos so this thread isnt as clogged and all the other posts that werent a check in or a verse thank you.

Depression:


It was a mildly warm but foggy day, Dew fresh on the grass
Cash home from school early and threw my test in the trash
Another bad grade in school, Another beating that i'll wear
And it seems like everything, Is another reason to free a tear
My mother passed away, And for 10 years i have missed her
Wasnt at the funeral, To depressed to get down and kiss her
Decided death was the only option, but failed a suicide attempt
But still the only emotions i felt were unhappiness and neglect
The second try i got the depresssion was too much to handle
It seemed my life was moving slower than wax from a candle
For too long I've been living a life of misery, My strife is history
So i grab the knife blissfully, At first it slices, Then kisses me

...............

But it was too much, only tears of pain, So I screamed for help
I yelled at depression, Cuz it took me away from my dream itself
But i was stingy, So in greed i knelt, Praying for bliss in vain
Alas i wish away the pain..Quickly.. As my wrists now drain
There's nothing i can do, Just kneel and let my life drift away slowly
And wait for that day, When my mother has the chance to hold me

...............

Then i wake up from the dream where depression had me tight
And realized that dream is a reality of my deep feelings at night
Depression is a disease and it can take away the passion of life
It puts you in the mood where you're begging.... Asking to die!!
It did that to me but i never woke up, Just screamed to sleep
Even i could'nt continue on with life, so i dreamed and weeped
They didnt find a trace of dust, As i gripped and faced the rust
Of the sharp end of the knife, And fearlessly laced my trust
I grabbed my wrist with the knife in it, And i held it tight
And began praying that it was right for me to die tonight

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