I'm sitting here pondering what the result will be tommorrow,
i glance at her to question her expression for any sorrow.
I see the mind working strong but not a thought of guilt inside,
should i hint that her actions were unjust or swallow my pride?
I await the outcome,the suspence appears suspended but not in my thoughts,
but self-belief can only get me so far when faced with dreaded crown court.
My last resort for comfort be typing my fears on my computer,
few will read this,but there concience's already shouting dude i never even met ya!
So none be the number of sympathy,i only wonder what the result could be,
slap on the wrist?case takes a another twist? On my own i shall see.
Her lies have surely gone too far this time but still i forgive,
i must continue to teach that mistakes happen live + let live!
Iv been lied about + been told lies but still its the court that decides,
i just hope they that see my son needs sum1 who provides.
I can only defend myself with honesty + truth.............
.............................so i ask you court show me your fucking proof???