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Eddy.
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IP:
Heaven & hell colliding
As pure as silk, almost close to perfection, ..yet you're
able to let me enter ur heart w/ a doubt of rejection..
& why wouldnt u, im made for fuck ups & failure..
yet in u i saw an angel, my one & only truthfull saviour..
I'm ur oposite..far from perfect, i hoped it wouldn but it did affect...
our long term relation, far beyond my imagination..but what u expect?..
This was too new for me, and now were thru, know not what to do..
lonelyness is fallin down over me, im calling but theres no answer from u ..
Is this the end as u see it thru ur beautiful eyes, or are u just settin up this disguise
for me as in a test..a surmise, would u play me like that ? that would be a suprise..
Are we as strong as i think..as i feel .. as we felt....?
Still.. after all i did, i hope u can forgive me..i know..
I was wrong, stil i was real, give me back what u'ved taken
if this is fake, & what i feel isnt more than mistaken..
tell me what its all worth than, if it was all a big scene..
just tell me !! or wake me ! cause now i'm dying in this dream..
U said u couldnt stand my suffering..& u would understand..
but u didnt & left me behind on my last stand..
But still we keep falling back, to this reality we lack..
our reality, u & me..without trouble, lets just go back!
to a reality we both want, tho it doesnt fit in both our ways of life..
still the desire to conquer that obstacle remains strong like an instinct to survive..
We can be together, ..its no sin, cause ' us ' is real..dont run..give in..
Because choices being given , so lets start with living, & decide..
if u want to hide & give in to doubtful relations, or our cocoon of trust..
cause soon we must, find our way back..or are we lost?.
still, dont u.. want to return to our warm..reliable,relation w/love & occasional lust..
& then feelings were captured, yet frustrations boxed up so high..
it reaches the ceiling yet enraptured..
by the pain u could read in my eyes..
a small spark in ur heart & a little love was recaptured.....
Thank u for this change..i wont let u down , ..
U have my word never but i mean never again!.. thats my word, on my own soul..
i will look at our relation as a step up to reach my own goal..&
I will never let ur .. bright colours with my dark feelings when they're combining.
ending up 'again' as a result,: when heaven and hell, colliding..
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Fuck you
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