looking through the eyez of thug
up at the blue skies
and wondering wot lies up above
am i headed for heaven or hell?
wot have i done wrong?
only god can tell
if i can make it through and prevail
in my life ive been trapped n stranded
i've seen a lot through the eyez of a thug
shit came to me, i neva planned it
started out as an innocent child
but afta a while
i pushed up out of ma juvenile life style
and now im moving on to bigger and better things
shud i pick up wen da fone rings??
im dat confused
someone help me become disciplined
misery and depression
conflict and confessions
asking maself some questions
its my unprogressive obsession
i need protection
to help me get through the suppression
and depression
someone's gotta guide me into da right direction
'for i explode to my suppressed aggression
i've seen an end to lifes progression
witnessed as an adolensent
through the eyez of a thug

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