Process Of Suicide
Events Leading Up To This
Constantly Bullied.. Gettin Shoved Into Lockers Nowhere-2-Turn-To
Nothing-There-For-You A Kid So Pathetic Even A Ho-Would-Reject-You
Contiplated Bringing a 9 To School And Shooting-Up-The-Kids
Decided Against It... Everyone Still Deservin-To-Live...
Kids Ridicule Me Everyday My Lifes An Embaressment
Wonderin If There Was Ever Good Things In Teh World And Where-They-Went...
Cant Even Pay-My-Rent Police Suspicious Cuz They Heard-I-Might-Blow
Im Extinquished In The Darkness Like Burned-Out-Light-Bulbs
Suicidal Thoughts
Cant Wait For It To End I Picture My Death And Laugh-And-Smile
Brain Snapped N Actin-Wild Haha I Dun Got A Problem.. Am I In-Denail?
Couldnt Be! I'm Perfectly-Sain .. I Want-2-Be-Slain
My Mentality Keeps Flashin Pictures Of Knives Touchin-My-Veins
As I Sit In The Dark Shadows Of My House My Mind-Drifts-Off
Find-Gun-Shots Wounds In My Brain When My 9-Went-Off
Process Of Suicide
Hammaz Cocked And Trigger Increases Wit A Steadily-Flow...
Cuz My Barrel Is Anxious Cause Its Hungry-2-Blow..
My Face Is Pale Whiter-Than-Snow My Life Struggles Finally Ended.. Aint Fightin-No-Mo...
Grit-My-Teeth While Closin-My-Eyes.. I Click-Tha-Heat ANd I Kno Deep Inside Im Ready-2-Die...
Sittin In The Shadows Sorrunded By Liquor-Bottles...
My Spirits Ment To Be High But cant Get Off tha Ground Like Airplane-Models..
I've Faced Hard Shit But Why Cant I Face The Bigger-Problems...
Its To Late Tho I Aint Comin-Back... The Trigger Slipped Barrel Blew And Now My Visionz-Black...