looking Into The Water Seeing My Reflection
im praying to god that he will please provide me with protection
all my and the sins around me seem to be clouding me like an infection
father forgive me for me sins but i must journy to my correction

i steady find myself on my knee's commiting a supplication
this is not how i want to be i dont lyke this, if my life was a radio some 1 change the station
im looking at myself through the water and through the abyss of my darkness
aiming the barrel at my head but the bullet was a miss
so i kneel down to the river of tears,hatred, and pains
i feel the water as it covers my hands and i can feel the calmness seeping thru my veins
but the past has affected my future its left me covered in mental and emotional stains

so i wonder.....

if what the past held for me was for a reason
was i suppose to be here to thynk this thought or is this the gods way of teason(Teasin)
each thought is connected to a person with feelings in atleast 1 way shape of form
so i sit here as i hesitate to continue the thought knowing every second cud be my last
the way death and life works...your begining is your end,your alive then your dead it happens to fast

So I Sit And I Thynk...



id lyke to add this is the first time ive done this kinda stuff...so hopefully it wasnt bad..its just what i got out of the picture

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