der is fuckin brain damage i cant find my way around like if i wanted to go to somemeones house miles away i cant get der im inclosed in my thoughts and its a fuckin nightmare i cant learn anything... i think its brain damage and i'll try do games and cross words but i dont see it helping anything else u can suggest... doctors are useless.. the fucker of a doctor wont put me on meds so if i end up suiciding its entriely der fault.