left right,who's gone be first to surface
damn 24 hour's,now my life is worthless
did i deserve this,can i preserve this

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7:54 am
early morning start,time to use every minute
walk to the letter box,envolope,unsure what's in it
open it up...letter from god,explaining why Im bout to go
have you ever had a feeling of hate,I doubt you know
his reason for my soon to be death,made no sense at all
I feel like doing some gta style,but Ill be resenting it all
If I repent it all will he pull back on his idea of 24 hour's
I screw the letter up, before he could explain the 2 tower's

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8:30 am
Quickly get throw some clothe's on,straight out the door
Looking for some female's,dont wanna take out a whore
I break out the door,kissing ma on the way
Get a text from my local's."we got a caqr on the way"
but how did they know? Must be spiritual speach
I wanna role a joint out of physical reach
I speak but it isnt all speach,my word's seem to be dead
damn, How will i rap,that's the only thing Ill dread
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9:26 am
Jump in the car,boy's say they heard the new's
they stay say happy,what till death to reserve the blue's
they ask how Im feeling,what am I thinking
"I dont know why Im the one god's linking"
But enough depression talk,No descresion's brought
I need a bottle,3rd gear,cluthing at full throttle
As I gaze out the window,The world's just a blur
Was god just bored,why is my life now stirred?
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10:00 am
bottle in hand,swigging like it's my last
Unsure if I should get to drunk,I might reminise my past
Sparking a smoke,thinking of my choice's
My boy's are talking,but I dont hear there voice's
It's my last 24 hour's,so it's all about me
Time to destroy past enemy's,who allways' did doubt me
I felt thee hand of my boy's on the top of my shoulder
he look's deep in my eye's..."a cop is your goal huh?"
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10:56 am
second bottle down,sorrow's now drowned
Walking down the street,hooked the first guy who frowned
in my own world,not one awarness of who's around
no bird's no cars no word's no sound's
I spend the rest of my time creating havocc in town
I sin like I usually wouldnt,steal lie beg and borrow
Why the fuck should I care,no care for tommorow


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6:00pm
3rd bottle down aswell as a joint
I start to think of murder
god doesnt, so i wonder if hell has a point.


7:54pm

police chasing me,yet Ill escape
tailing me from behind, so Ill slam on the break
No care for mistake,my life's soon to be over
I wish i had another chance,is wish's in a four leaf clover?
im the opposite to sober,so I have no care
Fuck this world,fuck this life....I have no fear.

*death*