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01-31-08, 03:17 PM | #1 | |||||||
I made it and il end it
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A standard struggle.
IP: 8EB7 EC88
man what will it take for me 2 understand that life is important,
i make money lose money easy,people say im funny but all of it is forgeulant. Under the skin is a tired young man, jus trying to lead that normal life, jus be like everyone else not to have deep feeling of gashes of deaths knife. y is my ex so mad at me? what is expected of me always under lock + key? Drink daily to cover up my reality of the excuse of coming insanity, Prisoner in my own mind, gave everything i had i say this underlined, jus for a pillow of support or so i thought, the results show i was undermined. My little son born in under 20 days, to most shit would amaze, hate loud gays, an i think im the 1 in the middle of hard mind faze! I only see problems,shit never seems to end, time + time again, 5 years ago stood taller then ''big ben'', even then i could'nt change this life i must mend. Not for me but for my son as he will always be made number 1, so now i take this val not to keep running+ not stop until my job is done. Where will i find this strength? the drink must be further then arms length, to stand a chance to advance of being ready for feburary 10th. so not long now, sends a chilling shiver all over my body, I must be focussed but cant help wondering how much easier if i scooped that lottery. Well it a dream and nothing else is what i was tought,fuck the lack of support, coz if i was ever sure about a bet, i bet that this child will feel like its my own life re-bought. |
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01-31-08, 03:18 PM | #2 | |||||||
I made it and il end it
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IP: 8EB7 EC88
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