This tantric tale leaves me stunned, my face is pale
The way it impales my heart with the strength of heated rails
I’m not supposed to fail but in Love I can not win
Being stretched in all directions loosing control of my own skin
I take a blow to the chin with each hollow move I make
The next day I awake to greet each one as a mistake
I don’t want to say that its to late but time is never on my side
Leaving my will a lost child just looking for a place to hide
Wishing it could confide in someone who feels the same
But I’m separated from the pack, I stand alone in my own game
Where I seem to make the rules or the rules make me
Expectations are to high so now I’m blinded from what I see
To be or not to be was never a question I took thought to
To be what? Maybe myself, at times I just forgot to
This onslaught through and through, this self inflicted pain
This place I want to be in just seems to go down the drain
I just want to be the same, feel the same as others do
For once in my life Id like these visions that I see to be true
Fuck the planning stages love blackens and burns, rages
Changing my outer shell as it seems to advance in stages
The story in these pages that make up what I am
Leave me thrown against the bindings just another of the damned
Damned to be this worthless being, seeing only in my dreams
Watching this whole world be destroyed, as it rips me by the seems
These screams of desire transpire to dire heights
Not only does love blind me but it darkens all other light
Leaves my sight in shades of gray, cold thoughts infest my heart to stay
Where I’m forced to wake up from sleep to suffer through another day
This play a tragedy reflects my problems as they stay
I can be deprived of love but my words wont go away





this one was tough to do in audio
i had to leave some words out but it still sounds ok


BMUSE - Just another love song