sometimes i wake and i wonder//
what happened in the mind of my mother?//
why didnt she listen to the words of her brother?//
take the kid n kill it you dont needa suffer//
trapped in this place neva seen the lighta day//
in no time it was my my birth day//
causin pain when i aint mean it//
wish the doctors woulda told my mom to take the baby n jus leave it//
there with them, theyd get rid of me before long//
now i look into the sky everyday wonderin what i did wrong!?//
i get the blame for everything that happens in this home//
ide ratha die n jus be left alone//
consumed by this place they call reality//
it aint reality or atleast its not if you see the world jus like me//
fulla shit full pain no escape from this game//
im just another soul suffereing in this body but whos to blame?//
cant be god cant be my mom couldnt be the runnaway dad//
insted its me, i sit in my room my music up loud watch the drips from my wrist as i bleed wishin for the lyfe that i never had//

its a weak drop i know but its a freestyle n im just trying to get my writing better and someone told me the more you write the better you get so im testin it out...if anyone has some better ideas to help me out PM me or drop suttin.

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