Brain washed by love - thought thats all she had,
didnt think she`s survive without her man,
Mad with passion but full of crazy thoughts,
becoming to reliant on this thugs love not knowing,
he a true player by heart ~
A beautiful inside which makes her shine even more,
a wife type ud wanna keep foreva and show off,
No matter how many holla she only got her eye on one,
true to her lover and herself no need to front or to be a
hoe you get what you want if you play it right ~
Has the best of everything so she makes sure he did too,
what ever the cost she`ll keep it real,
taken pride in herself so no misconceptions arise,
worken two jobs to keep her perfect tastes alive ~
Gave him affection like a thugs lady should,
rubbed his back romanced every situation to show,
she needed him always gave 100% more then what,
was given knew the right things to do freaky to prue
thug passion bath blunt and champayne fo` two ~
So young but taught this Man so many things ,
mostly how to keep it real and be true ,
thought she got through to him but later on she would learn,
She knew his past but looked to the future,
not sure if his true nature would return,
she kept it kool not actin like a bitch coz trust is the,
main key ~
He was her life this thug was her pride,
till this one day a the fone rang an unknown caller,
but lil did she know this call would snap her heart in two,
the voice adressed her by name like she knew her,
told her something that would change her life fo`eva,
she hung the fone and grabbed her keys,
drove to her mans crib and the confrontation begins~
So many names and hurtful words spoken wid anger,
mixed wid tears she didnt believe what had happened,
her greatest fear released she couldnt look at him,
full of discust whilst he pleded wid her tryin to calm her
down ~
She ran out to her car and didnt come back in,
her Man thinking she had gone and began crying,
she walked back in and slammed the door ,
shot him in the heart three times or more,
he had to feel the pain she did held him till he passed,
and pulled the trigger on herself plus the baby she was
carrying to her unfaithfull boo those four lil words she heard,
that day put her murderous thought to play ~

A lil story type poem i thought id post,
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