Feelin Down

Help me god, give me da voice ta sing
let me be found god, and be ranked a king,
give me da words to become invincible
let my soul be rhymin, n my mind lyrical
cause wif dis extra strssin
countin my blessins, askin questions
god have i truley learnt all my lessons
i rest my case, am in da wrong place
i feel raped by racists, am in da wrong race
cause father this shall be da death of me
my face makes danger, father bless me please,
i rap about the wrong things
and i only bring, danger to myself, am da one ring,
dont look at me, i need to be destroyed, n mother cant c
am gettin kinda annoyed, how u left us
u neva read ta me or called me precious
i dismantle n rattle, stuutering an only uttering
words in da mic battles
i cant feel da beat, and homie it's just me
i feel trapped, ill neva feel free

i know it's crasp but shomon am sleep!??