this is still rough, just wanna know what ppl think before i fuck with it some more...

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beat by: sindustry



LYRICS to karoake to...

[verse1]
Now i was born a man but never grew into the body...
i guess the man in me is just not me...
the first year i was born, just a young little lad...
i slapped the doctor back cuz i was born a little mad...
had the agression in me, i was built to destroy...
didn't watch barney, the gulf war is what i enjoyed...
watching, licking bitch's crotches at the age of 2...
and it starts to rip as i turn to page 2...
and i grow from a crawl as i start to walk...
my uncles leads me to the life, and hands me the glock...
shocked at the appalling life that i'll soon lead...
and the comfort of a mother is what i'll swoon to need...
3rd yr my voice is heard, and i start pushing for love...
but then i get pushed cuz soon shove comes to shove...
now 4yrs old and i've been deserted by my mom...
went for ice cream, and then POOF! she was gone...
5 yrs old and i'm another deprived child...
i can walk to school but it's just another high mile...
i'll never grow out of it, taken the wrong path...
a mask of a man, and i'll put it on last...

[hook]
views of deception, another life in the drain...
living my life through these growing pains...
a life of struggling defeat that i can't sustain
living my life through these growing pains...
a life with forced problems that i can't explain...
living my life through these growing pains...
22 yrs old and i'm already insane, cuz i'm...
living my life through these growing pains...

[verse2]
in the 6th yr of my life i'm starting to remember...
in the club of disfunction, and a plantinum member...
7yrs old, i'm finally starting to learn how to live...
now 8 and i've forgotten, but never did i forgive...
9 yrs old, and i swear i cursed at my mother...
reality has hit me, cuz i know i never loved her...
10 yrs old, i learn to push love aside...
cuz when i put my heart on the line, it pushed me aside...
11th yr, i'm finally moving on as the pain is gone...
written a new chapter as the stain's withdrawn...
12 yrs old, i was close to a teenager...
learned bout pain my whole life like it was my major...
the bad luck started again at the age of 13...
and seeing my future wasn't even the worse scene...
finally i notice that i head to my demise...
because 14 yrs before i had been deprived...
15 yrs old, and i've learned to be a quitter...
if it's sweet 16, why do i feel quite bitter...
17th yr now, can't remember if i smiled...
enter manhood @ 18, but still act as a child...
19yrs old, adapting and i'm finally on my own...
20yrs pass by, and my dad's the only man i've known...
21 and i can't drink, i've done pissed away my life...
i'm now 22 yr old, and i still want that knife...

[hook]
views of deception, another life in the drain...
living my life through these growing pains...
a life of struggling defeat that i can't sustain
living my life through these growing pains...
a life with forced problems that i can't explain...
living my life through these growing pains...
22 yrs old and i'm already insane, cuz i'm...
living my life through these growing pains...[repeat hook]