too tired to keep my eyes wide open,
to keep all these words from choking/
to be quiet and stop the door from shreeking,
to tired to keep my heart or of keeping..
it too close to my self i might sufercate,
or worse and make a mistake by beleiving the fake./
im tired of people taking and not giving,
im so tired, lying cold lonly and shivering/
my senses are gone hes next to me but i cant feel him,
converted from being a strong fire to a recked light thats dim/
ive never hurted but i might suffer if i stay,
to tired to explain ill wait and patiently fade away/
my affection drained should i complain, for he is 'mine',
beside he never made me cry, but never kept me satisfied/
too tired to find the reasons why ill wait till they approach me,
over dosed on limbo "its over" would be too easy/
tired of directing exposed thoughts to strangers lap,
who care more then freinds in the end i get attached/
tired of wearing my hearts on my sleeves,
of being decicved by the person most closest to me,
so tired of not being free i need to leave.

to breathe the air what was once a liberty, i need space,
a place were i can stare at myself and reconize my face/
somewere more inside than out,
i need to let out trapped thoughts i disire to shout/
but in doubt i wont have the confidence,
stop my self from bursting his bubble and sit back on my middle fence/
and commence in feeling tired while i wait with patience.

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im capable of anything my amagination can give me wings, like doves flyin over streets watching many things//Nas