I dont know why i feel the way i feel,
i just wanna drop down and cry right here,
but my eyes are dry and the tears wont come out,
that makes me wanna stand up and fuckin shout,
to the whole world, why my life is the way it is,
i never did anything wrong to deserve all this,
all my life i've been good and havent done much wrong,
i've never smoked marijuana usin a water bong
it feels like im just in the way like i just dont belong,
like the devil took my happiness away and now its gone,
sometimes i feel like nobody likes me and im just in their way,
i try to talk to women but i dont know what to say,
i wouldnt care if god took my life away today,
but the day i die nobody would cry to me,
the only people that really truely care is my family,
i've been waiting all day for the phone to ring,
but now im just thinking about 1 little thing,
that she was just kidding and playing with me,
see, thats why i think it wouldnt be a bad idea to leave,
my life is boring and not interesting at all,
i stand on 2 feet and dont know when im gonna fall,
i cant defend myself all these niggas are too tall,
nigga you say you're my friend but you dont have to pretend,
nobody has my back not even my closest friend,
everytime i fight nobody knows how its gonna end,
see, thats why i hate my life and everything in it,
if i could change one thing it would be not fuckin livin,
but im still alive today and god dont want me to go,
i must be down here for somethin but i really dont know,
why im down here still i should have been dead years ago,
i never realized that my life would be this fuckin bad,
everytime i think about it, it makes me really mad,
there's nothin i can do about it besides sittin here bein sad.