so yeah i got alota shit going on in my head and i guess im gonna try to unleash it here


man where do i begin ?? when will the pain and chaos end??
i sit here alone wondering who you calling on the phone
have i been replaced or was it just a mistake for me getting in your face??
was the last 4 years a total fucking waste ?? i dont regret i dont make mistakes
so i thought till da night we fought i grabbed you by the hair ..man i swear
i didnt want to do it shatter the door putting you through it
my life is hell could you walk through it !!
dad wasnt there moms left me meet you and it was a fucking blessing
tried to make you happy while i was misarble inside watched you sleep
and i would creep into the bathroom contemplating sucide it happened
night after night and it built up then coined the phrase i dont give a fuck
my luck straight changed no boys no luv shit was straight strange
i held down everyone by myself noone there where was my self's help??
i tried to explain my actions all i got was fucked up reactions
and constant attacks on what i did wrong was it all me or you all along??
had court this morning didnt go cause my hearts still mourning
its like i stood there and died after given all i had man fuck i tried !!
now its like what i did means shit let my boy and his seed live with me for free
while the anger grew i knew something was up i didnt say anything remebr i dont give a fuck?? but now im in charge of my own life do things how i want to you do you cause on the real we are through i have made up my mind
and times change but on da real being alone feels real strange!!
but just remebr feelings change and people grow but no matter how far the distants your my love and my heart will never let go......


aight if you dont understand this shit my bad its just a way for me to vent and let some shit out its about me and my ex if you cant tell drop a feedback if you want this is like my first open mic like this so you know


"don't get mad or hate me its not my fault your mom tried to rape me"
Krackmittens