Ughh I don't know

Just on some shit right now

Some of u may understand

Some may not

My mentality is at this point

:: Hook 1 ::
This fucked up life I'm in, makes me not wanna touch the mic again
Mad rage, grab the blade, and slice my skin
Become crazy, nothin can save me, when the lights get dim
Whats my purpose?, Country's worthless, say goodbye to him

:: Verse 1 ::
I was destined, ta be second guessed-when
I lost focus, not knowin, how to grip tha present
My value lessened, in essence, I was grown up
I'm losin dawg, I thought I knew it all, but didn't know enough
Can't start slowin-up, I'm chokin-FUCK, I've broken cuffs
No more disownin sluts, or showin love, when I don't need to
U was never shit, so whatever bitch, why should I beat you
Am I really that weak dude, that you can fuckin see thru
It doesnt matter what we do, I know how tha game gets
My God, u said u'd stop, but every day its the same shit
Your no better then who u lay with, I've explained this
I can't fuckin take it, I feel chained-in, your fragrance
Its like I'm naked, laying, in a fuckin bed of glass
And Jesus, how can u be so concieded, wit out a shred of class
Why didn't I let ya pass, we was something I didn't expect-ta-last
Now I wipe tears n correct-tha-track, why did I respect-ya-back
My worst subject-was-math, but shit jus ain't addin right
U brung, the worst fuckin drug, into an addicts-life
I've fuckin had-it-Christ, I can't handle how youv've got me plottin
The forecast, is a handful of lortabs, and a bottle of oxycottin

:: Hook 2 ::
Would it feel depeened if I built meanin
Is my skill-leaven from the pills-eaten
Is my will-beaten for distilled reasons
I'm real-even if I'm not ill-speaken

:: Verse 2 ::
My perception is sketchy, it grew worse tha second ya left me
No whys, no goodbyes, the whole fuckin conception is messy
Tha wild turkeys meshin wit pepsi, I should've never believed though
Was we ever connected correctly, I can't see it through all tha weed smoke
It seems with u I bleed most, can friends see the pain between jokes?
Your something I couldn't keep close, no matter how hard I tried to
What happens when love seems ghost, n I see nothing inside you
I don't know what I might do, when its over n tha rhymes thru
Drunk as fuck in tha mic boothe, this is destroyin me baby
I always trusted despite proof, that you been avoidin me lately
This isn't a choice C's makin, I still don't know tha outcome
Now it seems, tha only thing u wanna be, is without us
Don't worry I'm about done, its a tough decision n I'm not makin it sober
Fuck boo, I love you, but it seems you'd be happy wit this relationship over

:: Hook 1 ::
This fucked up life I'm in, makes me not wanna touch the mic again
Mad rage, grab the blade, and slice my skin
Become crazy, nothin can save me, when the lights get dim
Whats my purpose?, Country's worthless, say goodbye to him

:: Hook 2 ::
Would it feel depeened if I built meanin
Is my skill-leaven from the pills-eaten
Is my will-beaten for distilled reasons
I'm real-even if I'm not ill-speaken

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