do u see love when u stare in my eyez
or do u see the person who broke your heart
in the past and caused your demise.
i c love ...but at the same time fears...
reminding me of nightmares
when i couldnt stop your tears.
reminding me of how u used to be so afraid
to stand to close...
me viewing death az peace
because your love was ghost...
haunted by the words u spoke...
on the phone..
each time replaying...i love u
in different whispering tones...
trying and moved on.. but still alone...
not even Jesus...im on my own...
but i guess thats my pain
4 loving this world to much...
reaching out 4ever ...
but knowing it was never close to touch....
so....do u see love when u stare in my eyez..
or an empty spirit
carrying burdens...
just waiting to rise...










what are the sounds of thought
the sound of love
is it really an art
or just a lonely heart distaught
feeling like theres another part
something missing
im wondering.. is it really love
or lustful passion when kissing
telling myself.. making loves not really forbbiden
pleading with him hoping my lord is listening
telling him that shes the one
...preachers telling me how he sacrificed his only son
i couldnt take it..
i remember leaving the church
turned my back upon Jesus
...neva felt a worser hurt
...she admitted she lied
i wasnt even her 1st
now im dealing with the cost in'
shes calling me everday
shes needs money 4 an abortion..
I want the kid her stories are distorted
She got it on her own behind my back and told me it was a mis carriage
She always said she would love me, Know what kind of love is that in our future were plans of marriage
But now thats over and the lies are in the clear
We had are problems Jesse and i still deal with em year after year
You dont even call me anymore and i am starting to deal with it fine
Another year has passed and i finally got a new girl and a new peice of mind
These are the sounds of thougts, only the first portion of loves fate
But as much as you hate it love is worth the head ache


sounds of thought
just a portion

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