Before i rushed into this i thought i had a love
I thought i was madly in love a feelin you couldn't think of
But i was so wrong that it's hard to admit
I want to kill myself so bad it's hard to resist
I look at my wrists i'm inclined to doubt I need to steady my faith
And get suicide thoughts out But i fall in shame
Even lookin at my face makes me sick to my stomach
I'm so sorry now i wished i never rushed it
I'm sick of these dope fiend bitches my thoughts of them are vicous
I've been thru it all i have rags but never had riches
All i've even seen was blood tears and stiches
My wishes never granted paranoid now always suspicious
My thoughts is wicked parents sickened by my life style
The blade hypnitizes me i slit and soon i see lights out
Reluctantly i wake up in a hospital bed
Even if i resist thoughts i see an optical death
I have nothin left no life to inherrit
Only if my birth was a miscarriage
i've had this visualized i realized my point here is a steppin stone
To the next life so now L.C. has left his throne


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Someone please murda me take me out of this world
How much longer can i withstand it before i bend over n hearl
I dunno how much longer but i'm ready for death
I've been called upon it's right on my door step


Now i'm out and my heart's broken heart torn up like pieces of shit
Think i'm crazy now wait till my tolerance level reaches the tip
My hearts week n split my life is shit how do i put up with all this pressure?
I don't want to stretch for exrtra seconds on a stretcher
It'd be better if i ended my life now and disappeared from humanity
I'm already rejected from parts of my family how am i mangaing?
I'm livin a fantasy i don't know how you standin me i'm just another face in the crowd
I wish someone would accept me but soon i'll just be another face in the clouds
maybe they'll finally hear me out and hear my lifeless outcry
They say everyone has a purpose in the world but i haven't found mine
All i needed was a simple love you too
But all i got was simple, her words were "fuck you"
Now i am in a state of confusion i don't know what to do
The only thing that numbs my pain is you
My life is just rain in gloom in my point of view but nobody gets me
I wanna end my life now just fuckin let me
I'm ready for death it's callin my name
Even when i'm gone thing won't even change
They'll remain the same just another day still no one has heard of me
Maybe i'll be known if someone Murdas Me


(Hook)
Someone please murda me take me out of this world
How much longer can i withstand it before i bend over n hearl
I dunno how much longer but i'm ready for death
I've been called upon it's right on my door step

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