CENTER]As I sit, balled up rocking in the corner,no one 2 save me or help me
all i wanted was love and respect,why the fuck did they doubt me
I have blood trickling from my nose,eye's purple like grape's
All I can see is one ray of sunlight,flickering thru the drape's
I dont know what to think,what to do or what to say
I was never good with word's,but they never listened anyway
Unsure if i wasnt even here,would I be worth a tear?
My liability's being tested,my heart isnt there
Is it really worth me staying,or just leave in dispear
I feel like im being torn between what's good ,and what's evil
one half a me want's to end it,yet the other saying stay equall
my cheek's are wet with tear's,my palm's filled with sweat
I've gotta make a choice,I know it'll be one that I'll regret
Im sitting here in a shacking mess,Im now completly upset
As the windstart's blowing the drape's,causing me to shiver
im still unsure if I will go to heaven,or will satan deliver
still rocking back and forward im now starting to quiver
the sun has fallen low,the world's seem's to be moving slow
I can clearly see the knife in the corner,it's starting to glow
hmmm,maybe if i end it now,everything will just go away
Im unsure if I will go to heaven,or be a soul lost in a maze
my body's gone so blue and cold,my brain refuse's to function
staying huddled in the corner,no stop to these warped thought's in my head
Now I relise this is the outcome,of a ghost allready dead.[/CENTER]