i wrote this for my battle on another site just now, the topic is...

Describe your experience as a homeless heroin addict on the night of Christmas Eve.
heres mine...please read all of it and put some feedback no hate i put a lot of work and emotion into it

thanks peace

walking its dead cold its obvious my heart is not blessed
obsessed with drugs surrounded by a dark sense of loneliness
walking around with cheap sneaks turned the corner to see
three children,mother and father buying a christmas tree
shrugged off the image i saw as if it didnt bother my mind
still walking the fluent moonlight lit up the nightlife
spotted a cloudy alleyway yelled hurray a place to lay in
and i had to take out the needles and pins for the heroine
i sat and cried cuz deep inside i didnt want this life nomore
see kids playin in snow fights while im lookin for empty stores
it starts to pour more snow accumulates to the white floor
my shirt shrivels up and falls, its battered up and torn
a boy and his mom pass by and i heard her whisper to him
"thats wat happens to you when you dont finish your schooling"
i was blazed from the drug essence, i looked at the hazey sky
asked god why didnt i follow the rules i needed to abide by
his voice was non existant for the first time i felt alone
yelled for him more until i heard a small breathe expose
i was an addict...previous images were imbedded in my soul
with no family to guide me or friends now my life unfolds
god spoke "dont worry its not your fault, your not on your own"
you always have me by your side when you need to cry or groan
everything flashed in my sight my entire life recorded down
i was horrified and wanted this drug infested life ended now
i picked up the gun i stashed in the cardboard box i lived at
put it at my temple to export the brains, precious food for rats
vision went blurry then thought in heaven possibly ill improve
then i saw an angel across the street maybe to save me soon
it turned red and the color black caved in my line of sight too
the devil ran toward me,i screamed and pulled the trigger...boom