For this shit to get out of hand I would have given up
But it’s not in me to, I have been through enough
I have had so many doors shut in my face
It really kills my soul and kicks me out of place

Life is taking its toll on me turning it into a race
Heart beat skipping constantly while I steadily pace
You race, while your footsteps trace
You protect the shit while I bench life in reps

Tap dancing all over the faces of my past at last
Look at me now bitches; I am stronger than an iron cast
All the anger yall caused me, making me the way I am today
Notice me rapping and now you will listen to what I say

You thought it was funny to make fun of me because I was fat
Look at this bitches I am now going to lash out right back
Taking my bruises and mental scars of the past into thought
Remembering it was friendship that I would have bought

But I was rejected like some sort of fucking monster
Left out of everything anyone did, no look I am a mobster
And I will fucking remember everything anyone has said to me
If you were nice to me I am sorry, but society has pushed it on me

You know who you are; you know what you have said to me over the years
Brent, Rocky, Jamie and Chris, you are responsible for a fraction of my tears
And now its time for me to talk some shit right back
Attacking your life in my own way that there won’t be coming back

If I ever see any of you again I will fucking choke the fuck out of you
And won’t stop until your dead grandma in her grave turns blue
Using my mic to fight and slitting your throat with my words
Driving the hearse to your funeral running over every curb

The blood that you will wear will be your own
Ripping your limbs and making you eat the flesh to the bone
This is just some of the things I will say and do
Now how do you feel now motherfuckers, now what you gonna do


(HOOK)
Fuck you bitches, fuck all yall
Yall can suck my dick because I fucking hate all yall
And that’s the deal man
This is the way that I fucking feel
Killing everyone in your family for real
Making sure its quiet without a squeal
Slicing your throat like taking of the onions peel
Praying to Lucifer as I kneel
Asking him to let me burn your flesh to seal the deal
Contract killing a soul just so I can make every meal
Yeah bitches I sold my soul to the devil
And that was the deal
It was murder Jon Jon wrote before I was even mad
Now my anger is blazing so hot this shouldn’t be bad
Fucking your mom’s vagina, yeah you should be glad
Now you’re dead so who gives a fuck if anyone is sad



(VERSE 2)
I am a mother fucking ryder and watch me ride your bitch
No man its not a fluke, the problems you cause with me is not a glitch
You cant fucking fix that shit, and that’s my fucking life
Using my words to cut deep into everything you love with a lyrical knife

I will dance with the devil from the sins that I will commit
Burning old pictures of myself because I was not fit
Lighting a blunt replacing my bad memories of being hit
It will be the greatest feeling getting my revenge and I won’t quit

If you still have words for me go ahead and speak them freely
But nothing will stop me from hurting you, and that’s just the new me
I wont quit until I rest in my own grave to make you hurt like I did
20 years old and now I know why I hurt so much as a kid…


IN THE PROCESS OF FINISHING IT...LET ME KNOW WHAT YALL THINK..~1~

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http://community.rapverse.com/showt...d=1#post1946171

here is a link to one i peeped and replied to...~1~

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its looking like its gonna be dope fam....u needz 2 record dis..some tight vocab and lyrical content in this drop so far....overall-7.5/10

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im feelin this shit
its pretty tight
good vocab and lyrical content
it sounds tight even though u didnt finish it yet
ill give it 8/10
return tha favor

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thanks for the feedback...yeah ima record it as soon as i can find a beat that is worthy of it...i need like a pastor troy type beat...some crazy shit....still uppin..~1~

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Real dope man...feeling pretty much everythang here...good topic...nice shit...1

thanks magik...man where u been at dogg...shit uve been gone a while or what?...n e ways holla at me...still uppin

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damn boi, dis is a soild peace!! good vocab, structure, multies n punches!! wow dats rare! u def. need to record dis shit..........8.5/10 keep it up

thanks girl...its some deep shit fo reel...i am recording it later today so i will holla at you when its done...~1~....still uppin

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bump bump...let me know what yall think yall

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still uppin this shit..i have the rest to the verse but i cant post it...

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