..Life of Slavery..
Speechless, I couldn’t speak, you were in Control
You stood in front of me & it felt like Police Patrol
Even tho you didn’t try to put it out the way you Did
I was broken in my heart, speechless on any Grid
You can say I touched your heart, raised the Soul
But no matter what I’ll still regret it, stuck in a Hole
Only place to go is Up, down or left, im going Right
Despite the choices you made im choosing Right
You’re always on me like another annoying Infection
Makes me feel like school, back again in Detention
I wish I could figure a way out, such a bad Selection
From a far distance away, I could see Determination
I took a second, realized, most of this was a Dream
But most of the time, felt as I was falling off a Beam
I didn’t like the way you always tried to be in Control
Fear the ways you acted, I lost my heart and Soul
Really troubling when I’m not able to show Credibility
Not understanding the official strategy, troubled Me
I never really could understand you, in any Degree
So I wonder off, found a better life, at a cheaper Fee

Everyday is the same acurance for me
I ask for some water,my "owner" ignores me
I feel alone in this world,only freind is in my refection
Why has god turned his head away,showing me neglection
Im not a killer,nor evil,im not a murderer nor a thief
I feel like i was once attached to a branch,now im a falling leaf
but im never gonna hit the ground,just be lost in the breeze
I try my best to do right,but my boss is a disagrees
Im forever cleaning, cutting wood but its not about the physical pain
cause im strong,but this is causing dents in my brain
Im slowing starting to grow hate inside,which I never had before
Do you understand what its like to talk,and forever be ignored?
If you were comparing jail and this,jail seems like bliss
at least there,its not round your neck....but cuffs on your wrist's
you have got to understand me,Im not faking this,I really do feel sick
I was allways told I was a bright child,why am I treated like im thick?
for some reason I feel like Im deep underground
Nights go by,with the same signifigant sound

so I stop and try to figure this out...................

Am I living a life,without living @ all ?
Or am I dead,and this is how hell starts to call?