Awe…. you shouldn’t have

I shouldn’t have touched your lips
Only to be haunted by your omnipresence kiss
As my mental drifts into tormented bliss

I should have got a cell phone
Documented list, future planner, some
Form of organized love mastered
Instead of trashcans embracing make believe
Memories, which no longer exist

I shouldn’t have fallen for a Scorpio
The anglerfish mistress
Shining star who stung my heart and soul
Her poison still lingers behind my lips

Oh how I exist down here distant from God….

I don’t know?

Deep dark profound ebony abyss
Prisoner to oxygen
I can’t really fly and I never learned to swim
The ruler of all but I’m a stranger at this
At this…. this jewel called love
I’ll have better luck walking the ocean floor
Collecting sun flowers and charcoal dust

Awe…. I shouldn’t have
Set myself up
Unlocked all my hidden trust
Rushed to the welcoming arms of forbidden lust

I should have been baptized earlier because
Hand wrestling with God
Has left me with permanent scars

If opposites attract then that would explain
These atheist sluts
Magnetic touch with sadistic charms
Drawn to my vessel
Universal Rare Type
The once leading male has become her parasite
Unprepared to fight
Alluring my inner sight to her artificial secure glowing light
She used perfumes and jewelry to lure me in

Awe…. I shouldn’t have tasted her bait
Secure the grin………caressed her skin
Now I’m her deferred friend
Clutching a pen arrested by her fate
I will never write the same about love again
The opposite sex somehow is more dominant
Beauty anonymous set to win
She’s a master at this
A succubus who haunts my path
Falling in love with the wrong one
Ah man "you" shouldn’t have………