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Topic:What type of environment you grew up in..etc
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Zen Theory has ACCEPTED this battle on 04-30-05 01:53 AM.

Detrimental has ACCEPTED this battle on 04-30-05 11:04 AM.

Since the day i was born i promised i'd never be taken alive
September 3rd, '91 mom gave birth to her son one of a kind
I won't claim to be hard thru my whole life story
At one point in time i was a bitch with wishes full of glory
Had i know i needed to hold my own or else be hopeless
People always on my back never givin me a chance to focus
Couldn't cope with all the pressure on the regular
I wish i hadn't been born that year in September
It was just a bad time, had my dad and then he left
I don't care what he says he has shame written across his chest
Couldn't take the responsibilities of a man, a woman took his place
Had some of his traits, not much did i see his face
Besides the delayed fathering i grew up in the ghetto
Put me on a smarter level but then again felt like a rebel
All the stuff that went on had drugs brought in front of me
Knowing i'm too young couldn't figure why it was stumpin me
Every month a drug bust no one was there to love us
Left on our own with a single mother who never hugged us
My uncle in and out of prison full of ungranted wishes
Dudes who used to be real but in court turned snitches
Petrified bitches my uncle was always there for me
He was there to help me and to never corner me
With hatred full of envy e told me "You don't need friends see,
They always backstab you in the end there's no it's depending"
I try to listen to that, but then again....women
Livin with 3 of um' , i had no oppurtunities to get out given
One day i promise my life to Chist and then my pain is lifted
Some how give me a few days there i am again sinnin
All the stress i hold within, the stressin definantly not a blessin
Not a weapon against evil, so all i'm left with is vengence
Wanting revenge and this is from feelings incarserated
With all this from my past how could the devil be hardly faded
Maybe i'm living in the past, but it won't disappear
So i'm cornered in a defensive position with the life i lead and fear
But it's all my fault, never took the chances that were given
Debated on a choice too long the choice wasn't there at the time of my decision
Yea a screwed up livin, nonsense? you never heard none
So take this as my mistake for you to learnd from


Didn't go over the shit i just let it flow off my head....10 min piece

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