im tired if feeling the preassure, constantly feeling hurt
from lifes misory and my parents treating me like dirt
your making me bezerk, can't you see it, you jerks
sometimes i think my lifes like one great big curse
im not even sure why I have been put on this earth
just to be provoked and pissed off ever since birth
these faggots won't stop talking till Im angry with rage
cannot take it, feels like lifes breaking me down with age
it's hard to sleep at nights cuz my minds completely over stressed
so im constantly feeling tired and my lifes like on the floor in a mess
depressed just let me get this shit off my chest and vent my frustration
i can't block these evil thoughts that wanna kill you in my imagination
im feeling numb but my spirit has come so come get some
i won't stop rapping till I get ya to know where im coming from
what are your expectations of me, where am I going
and will you leave me alone cuz my hate is growing
everytime I get up theres nothing knew that happens
so with no support all i got is my words and rapping
it's really hard when people put you down
and im tired of my step dad beating me around
if you touch me again mutha fucker i'll attack you
and fucking beat ya head in till I crack you