I often find myself thinkin about tha past,
And sometimes I wonder how I managed to last,
Through all tha heartache and struggle,
Pain and hustle,
But I did now I'm hea usin' my strongest muscle,
I turned to hip hop after my boy got shot,
I gave up sellin' drugs so I can keep wha' I gots,
My life, my soul, my fam, fuck meltin' tha pot,
So called "homies" quick to leave me... holdin' tha rocks,
My sista's smokin' crack how do I explain all that?,
I guess I can't.. I just wish I can take it all back,
As fo' my moms.. we had our share of ruff times,
Out all night drinkin' comin' in around nine,
Drunk off her ass... bruisin' up my spine,
'Til I decided to fight back... than she declined,
"Get off that drama momma" I pleaded wit' feelin's sincere,
Now she's back to normal livin' wit'out tha fear,
It's just strange how everybody just decides to change,
One moment could be yer' darkest, tha next yer' out on tha stage.

Wha' tha hell is goin' on...
I'm slippin', I'm fallin'...
Wha' tha hell is goin' on...
I'm slippin', I'm fallin'...
I gots to hang on...
I'm slippin', I'm fallin...
'Cuz if I don't I'm finst to fall and tha lord will be callin' (x2)

(2nd Verse)
This verse... is dedicated to my people in hearse,
Nothin' hurts worse than knowin' one of my fam got merced,
And I know they will fo'eva be wit' me... through my light and my dark
Rest peacefully,
I neva wished any harm to my brothas in arms,
When shit went down me and my guys huddled in swarms,
Like King Arthur and his knights we prayed that it'll be alright,
Reality set in.... some didn't survive tha fight,
Emotions of rage and hate almost consumed my life,
Than I heard a voice say... "I bless you wit' sight",
It was there I chose to create my own path,
I mapped out my wrath and did tha math,
You can multiply yer' life, but it only takes one to subtract.

This is dedicated to my fam, my peeps that I know and love...
To any one that y'all eva lost... R.I.P.

Wha' tha hell is goin' on...
I'm slippin, I'm fallin'...
Wha tha hell is goin' on...
I'm slippin', I'm fallin'...
I gots to hold on...
I'm slippin', I'm fallin'...
'Cuz if I don't finst to fall and tha lord will be callin' (x2)