minds spinning like a jet engine and im feeling exhausted
I'm going down a road and i see pictures in my head distorted
sometimes i wish i were aborted my life seems 2 flash by
does everyone really have 2 see my fucking ass cry
as I stride past another day my heart still feels ache
To much pain in my brain and I feel it's 2 much hate
Confused by this shit world and ashamed 2 be innit
I don't know how i survive cuz I've hated every minuite
I'm not even human I think i come from a different pannet
Thats why i was put in this world and don't understand it
I feel like Ive been dumped on the ground Grew up down
I get so angry wid myself I attacked myself to the ground
I don't wanna be the clown but why do I get this anger
I'm just circleing in no direction how could i be in this slander
drinking myself till my bladder explodes looking up seeing stars
my thoughts are so fast their............ like a highway of cars
the lights seem to dazzle me and my brain frazzles from it
cuz ther'es 2 much things going on in my head I can't sum it