i dunno it like i got lost in rap...i wanted ta rap SOO bad and it like when i first tried spitting i was soooo wack...and when i first started i was so immature and kiddish and now in the struggle of trying ta get better i had alotta progress but it like it turned to a job and i aint doin it for fun no more and it like i have ta push myself ta write and record..they say when u grow up ur dreams become more "real" but if part of growin up is killing ur biggest dreams then fuck that i dont wanna grow up..i just dont know why im even bothering anymore it like i know i have a place in rap somewhere but i lost my spirit ta do it and i have NO motivation left in me, wit all these people doubtin me and sayin im wack and the only attention im getting is bad attention from just some stupid ass website that can really give a fuck bout me..shit man i just dont know anymore