The things I've been through in life have left me a bottomless well of anger and hate. I coneal it well, believe me. But I snap and lose it so easily, it's amazing I haven't beaten the fuck out of someone for a long time. I'm not going into details but I went through a lot of terrible shit when I was 10/12 that would fuck anyone up. I'm calm one minute, then I completely lose it. Today in science some guy was doing 'impressions' of me with a meter ruler stick pretending it was me playing cricket. So my mate Rob said "Joe he's taking the piss out of you". I looked up from my work to see him swinging the stick like the fucking faggot skater cunt that he is, and lost it. I stood up, walked over to him and shouted "you fucking cunt! At least I can play cricket. Don't start taking the piss when you're a complete fuckup yourself." I then snatched the ruler stick and started swinging it around like a maniac doing impressions of him. Then I roared "you can't bat for shit, for beans, for fucking anything. If I had a penny for every dick you've taken up the ass I could put Africa and half of Asia out of debt and still be richer than Bill Gates. Don't you ever say shit about me again or I'll break your fucking face!" I then calmy started my work again.

Later in the same lesson I had a thumping headache and asked my friend Dhyll if he had any painkillers. He then sarcastically said "yeah cause EVERYONE carries them around in their bag". Again I lost it and said "Some people fucking do, shut up with the sarcasm! I then kiked this chair and sent it flying across the room. I calmy said to the teacher "I have a headache, I need a drink."

I might go and get councilling but my dad wouldn't believe that I have issues.