The happyness of mine's evicted gone from this state of mind
and now depression kicked in through this waste of time
scars show from self infliction i'd be fake ta say im fine
light fades heaven comes in vision but i have ta wait in line
suddenly someone appears before me just when i was questionin fate
heard a faded "son im sorry" i was dead and this wasnt fake
i wasnt quite sure of it but i think i seen the lord
he said there is no rewordin it my life was cut short
lived far from what perfect is and i didnt want more
my memory was clouded but i remember death
angels left me sorrounded my mind drown from regrets
a kid rejected from society and soon ta be heaven too
god waved goobye to me and said "hell is where im sendin you"
i screamed "why ya lie ta me i never questioned you!!"
"you just lied ta me you never quit pretending to
be somebody you not cuz it leaves me ashamed
luckily i never forgot that you always left me blamed
i gave you your indivduality but you never used it
you hid from reality and you abused it

sorry if i just stopped there but i wrote this last night be4 i went ta bed
and yea i know the structure and flow might not be perfect
i didnt quite write it to a beat but tell me what ya'll think

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