an individual mind that contemplates death upon another...
thoughtless mistakes and hateful intentions
but the only one who suffered was my brother
raged anger builds up as i tightly clench my fists
an innocense that was taken
and a life that no longer exists
so many sick visions of vivid pictures
from my fingers to the pen i leave deep imprints as if they were written scriptures
many times i've searched for the man who shed the only blood i shared
the pain is constant
to think that his life could have been spared
time is now here
in an instant i find myself standing in front of that man
with no fear
his soul cries for destiny to have mercy on him
when i put the gun to his head
something held me from pullin the trigger
maybe because the bullet was meant for me instead
but the only thing that could bring me peace was to see that man dead
the gun was cold and heavy but tightly held
i closed my eyes,and relaxed my mind
i could feel the adrenaline rush through my veins
thoughts crossed my mind
my heart showed me through it all there would be nothing to gain
but when my eyes openned all i could see was my hands grippin the bars to the jail cell
which leaves tomorrow with an unfinished story to tell..........