This is about when my ex-girlfriend left me, it was a fucked up time.......


It was a rough period we were going through.
But you always knew who was there for you.
It was me, and you knew that I’d love you to infinity.
But then you became distant.
The unpleasant sound of silence, and the sound of your voice I missed it.
So I took a chance and risked it.
Left you alone to sort things out and wanted to fix it.
And then you wanted to discuss us and our relationship.
So I met you and then the cold world I tasted it.
You told me you couldn’t handle us.
The words burnt my heart like candle dust.
The whole reason I think women are scandalous.
Is cause I can never learn when or who to trust.
All I ever was the man that you’ve always known.
Who fell in love with you and our relationship was grown.
But then you wanted to be on your own.
A move I didn’t understand or condone.
When it was all said and done.
I trudged outside and no longer seen the sun.
Once again my heart was no longer one.
In the game of love, I thought I had actually won.
But it was just a fallacy.
Shall we see, if I had been a prick would you have stayed with me?
My insides turned into the sky.
Tears fell from above me and I didn’t understand why.
Water rippled off my body and my pride wouldn’t let me cry.
So I put my head down in shame and I wished I could just lye.
Deep within the earth.
It hurts worse when you realize from birth.
You were destined to always hurt.
So now I walk amongst the masses.
Eyes full of sadness, wishing I could stop the madness.
Why did I ever deserve this?


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