"Too Much To Stomache"

[24 lines . .]

She wasn`t aiming for this - So, how dare they accuse,
her of screwing dudes, just to gain what she basically had to lose . .
She wasn`t spreading her thighs to guys, for thrills and cheap highs,
she loved him dearly, but clearly he was a lie . .
It was her choice, she made up her mind, final decision,
but it isn't that choice they hate, it`s the lack of her vision . .
She can`t see past the present, but the future is yesterday,
unless she confesses her emotional ties, she`s best to stay . .
On neutral ground - That clown was bound to be found,
to be screwing around town, that hound will only bring her down . .
It`s not worth a life, ultimately it`s not worth the strife,
of cutting your heart out, and gutting yourself with a knife . .
They try to explain, the pain she put herself through,
for this man who, obviously didn`t care, was dumb to do . .
But she`s screaming the worse curse words heard by most ears,
they`re ducking and dodging, waiting until the coast`s clear . .
She won`t listen, their speeches slur together,
because to her, they just ramble nonsense until she feels better . .
She doesn`t feel like cussing, she`d rather talk it out,
but how do you tell your folks the truth without them walking out . .
Fuck it, she`s alone, she can deal with the decision,
to have her body invaded, with a small knife and an incision . .
But deep down she`s scared, a child - It just hit her,
that all the love and potential life was just flushed down the shitter . .

that's wrd.