yo,
so much shit in this life that will alter it completely
a good homie one day, the next day hes against me
i walk this cold earth alone, searchin for the answer
but shit keeps on getting in the way just like a fucking cancer
nothing to do but to succumb to this pain
all the drama in my life iz just to much for mah brain
i dont know why this must happen to me, i dont know why i was chosen, sometimes i wish i can jump into the snow, and just remain there frozen, till all this shit passes me by. i doubt ill ever get rid of this, it will haunt me till i die. just thinking about this shit, makes me wanna break down and cry, but then what will there be left? if u could only see through my eyes- u will soon understand. i live my life not on solid gorund, but on quick sand.
this dont mean shit to no one, they'll never know how i feel
i aint jokin about this either homie, all this shit is real
only one thing to do, and jut sit back and be strong
but i can only do that for so much time, never telling how long
ive been alive 16 years, the last 2 were all tears
i aint lookin for recognition, not tryin to be the best, i wuz just hopin, that by postin i could get a bit off mah chest.