As i sit here and reflect on everything in the past/
Thinkin about the bad times and the times i had a blast/
Trying to pinpoint the place where it all went wrong/
Trying to pin down a reason why im writing this song/
Still nothing comes to mind maybe i should keep thinking/
No need to close my eyes now i should keep on blinking/
Trying to search through my mind to find that memory/
Trying to figure out why i cant find it in my brains vicinity/
Lets reflect outloud on my trials and tribulations/
Lets talk about all my choices with no small hesitations/
What about that time when i was young..Wait no that didnt happen/
What about that one battle I had..Wait that was before i started rappin/
Ohh that time at that camp..Nope didnt happen either/
How about that one fight..No im a lover not a fighter/
I still cant figure out just what went wrong/
Still havent a clue why im writing this song/
Yet i keep on writing reflecting on every detail/
But the problem is staying dormant like a crab in a seashell/
Maybe if i keep typing keep writing keep going/
All my problems will come out all at once overflowing/
But how can that happen ive had no bad times in my life/
Only joyous occasions overflowing like blood coming from a cut by a knife/
As i sit here and reflect i now understand/
That i shall have no bad reflections on my blue print plan/
Reflections come and they go happening on different occasions/
But at least i know when i have mine there will be no frustrations/
No second guessing and no lies to create/
To try to conceal my past or maybe my hate/
Because i have none in my heart in brain or in my soul/
I won't have to worry about a guilty conscience taking control/
Because reflections come and they go without a warning/
Luckily for me next time i reflect there will be no mourning/
So as i finish with my reflection on my life leading to now/
I have a clear mind with clear soul as a take my bow/