"The Lonlieness, The Solitude, When The Voices In The Wind Start Callin' You"....

So Even After The Hurt After The Lies The Darkness Is In The Skies
Remains The Thought Remains The Shy (S)o(A)lex(N)ever(D)ies
He Weeps And Cries And Lets That Beast Of Lies Tear The Sides
Of His Mind Leave It Dismembered Then Looks Into His Eyes
Faces Comprise The Voices Deny The Love That Lurks The Inside
The Love That Hurts Not Right And Even Makes Him Want To Die
"God Why" Expected That Silent Reply The Vacation He's Hatin'
The Summers He's Been Awaitin' Makes Him Sigh Lost His Patience
And He Can't Comply With How He Doesn't Like The Vacation
To Love's Other Side Feels Like The End Of God's Creation
So If He Has To Die He Has To Make It Special For Conditions
Without Her Knowing, He Goes Online, Purchases A Plane Ticket
Spent All His Cash To Pay San Antonio one Last Terrible Visit
And Swim The Skies And Escapes Life's Love Bar's And Prison ....


"Southwest Airlines Flight 387 Is Now Boarding With Non-Stop Pa Thenssage To San Antonio Texas....Enjoy Your Flight..."


Bored With Living So He Boarded The Death Walked To The Back
He Sat, Passed Her By, She Didn't Notice, She Sat In 1st Class
Where's The Love At? Through The Curtains He Could See
Smiles, She Called Him From The Phone In The Back Of That Seat
"Taking Off Now, About 3 Hours Sweetie" What?! Could It Be
She Uses The Same Name For Him That She Does For Me? God...
I Sat Patiently Hoping For What I Already Knew In The Dreams
And I See. Fuck. How Could She Do This Knowing That She Loved
The Victim, Was Like She Budged And Hit Him Is Heart Was What?
Compared To Pennies In A Cup It Wasn't Too Much God Please...
Take Away The Dreams Let Me Sleep With Out Having To See
Disease Weakens My Knees Death Lets Depression Slip Some...
So Then One Hour Into The Flight The Time Had Finally Come...
The Sigh Of Love The Games She Had Tortured His Head With
He Glanced "The Thoughts" Sitting in This Emergency Exit
Ready To Exit Step Out Of The Door The Turned The Knob More
Screamed Out "Whore!" She Looked Over And She Saw Him
Still Talkin' Enjoyin Goodtimes Too Much To Even Stop Him....
His Last Words Echoed "The Grin The Smile That Stare Was Cute"
And Alex Daskalos Skydived, Without A Fucking Parachute...


"Ladies And Gentlemen On Behalf On Southwest Airlines We Give Our Deepest Apoligies For The Antics On This Flight...Welcome To San Antonio"


Now He Was Surely Dead, His Body Thrashed Found In Pieces
But He Hadn't Met Satan , And Sure As Fucking Hell Not Jesus
All He Had Tried Was To Please He Needs Her In The Dark
His Soul Had Traveled To The Deepest Part Of Her Heart The Start
Of The End The Darkness Blends With The Light Look At her Face
Sense The Dismay All His Purpose Was To Make Those Flares Stop
'N When She Saw Him Happiness' Bubbles Hurled Him Out The Top
He Fell Out Her Mouth With A Cough. What In The Fuck?!
He Ended Up In His...Swam Around The Inside Of His Mind...
Amazed At The Suprises He'd Find . The Start Of The End Of Time
He Couldn't Tell If He Had Loved Eva Or Not. He Prayed he Did...
Because He Was Gone She Should Be Happy Whoever She's With
So He Climbed Out, Finished Not Caring What Anything Else Was About...
But It All Changed....When Ryan Coughed Him Up....In Someone Elses Mouth...

Oops...



Pain Of Plane....



Yeah, Sand Is Definatly One Of RB's Top Ten Writers, Great Story Telling And Imagery Mixed With A Nice Vocabulary That Takes You On Somewhat Of A Mental Rollercoaster, I Loved This, Seriously, This Is One Of The Best Ive Read From Sand, Even From Back In His RnR Days, This Was Dope, Great Piece My Man. . - Vex!